i cry. very easily. though not as much as i used to. my psychologist says tears are healing. i don't know what's in them, except maybe little bits of pain and loneliness that have built up for years. perhaps pain that never had another way out many years ago. we used to joke, when i was at Main House, that if someone cried a lot their head would shrivel up to the size of a raisin. after all, where does all that salty water come from?