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Post by rustedchains on Apr 13, 2009 23:46:20 GMT
I'm sorry I've been gone for awhile. Life has been eating me alive and I'm at rock bottom depression wise.
I hope I haen't really concerned anyone by vanishing!
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Post by Katie on Apr 14, 2009 5:54:29 GMT
Hi Rusty.
I have been wondering what happened to you, so thanks for letting us know.
I'm sorry that your depression is so intense right now. Are you having enough support?
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Post by farawayfairy on Apr 14, 2009 12:57:55 GMT
Sorry you're struggling at the moment. If there's anything I can do to help then let me know *gentle hugs*
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Post by whirlpools on Apr 14, 2009 16:30:05 GMT
don't worry about not being around, i hope you can look after yourself and nurture yourself lots, being depressed and struggling is so horrible. if there's anything we can do, let us know. xxx
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Post by rustedchains on Apr 21, 2009 21:25:09 GMT
Oh god has this last week been hell. I hit an all time low and was extremely suicidal. As in I would have likely done something had my therapist not intervened. I was in a crisis home from a week ago today to this morning. I'm still kinda shaken and shocked by how badly things fell apart. I never want to sink that low again.
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Post by jadedlabyrinth on Apr 22, 2009 1:16:39 GMT
am glad you are back. and safe
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Post by Katie on Apr 22, 2009 6:21:07 GMT
(((gentle safe hug)))
Let us know if we can do anything to help here.
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Post by rustedchains on Apr 23, 2009 14:37:47 GMT
I'm just really disappointed because this weekend was chorale tour. However, I am not permitted to go. The music department won't refund my money unless I give them a doctor's note, even though the dean vouched for me that yes, this is true. I just don't want them to know where I actually was!
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Post by Katie on Apr 23, 2009 19:16:21 GMT
Maybe they could simply say that you were receiving urgent medical treatment, and your condition is under regular support? Something like that?
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Post by rustedchains on Apr 23, 2009 23:22:29 GMT
Well, the dean pretty much told me that I would not have to pay it. What she is trying to do is talk to the campus doctor so he can write me out. The psychiatrist would clue them in that it was a mental issue.
Thankfully my profs are being great about catching me up though!
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Post by Katie on Apr 24, 2009 6:06:25 GMT
I'm glad things are getting worked out. You've got some great profs and support people, it sounds like.
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Post by brokeninside on Apr 24, 2009 8:35:28 GMT
I'm glad that your profs are being so understanding and that your dean is trying to get the money refunded for you! I hope things are improving for you *hugs*
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