Oh god has this last week been hell. I hit an all time low and was extremely suicidal. As in I would have likely done something had my therapist not intervened. I was in a crisis home from a week ago today to this morning. I'm still kinda shaken and shocked by how badly things fell apart. I never want to sink that low again.
I'm just really disappointed because this weekend was chorale tour. However, I am not permitted to go. The music department won't refund my money unless I give them a doctor's note, even though the dean vouched for me that yes, this is true. I just don't want them to know where I actually was!
Well, the dean pretty much told me that I would not have to pay it. What she is trying to do is talk to the campus doctor so he can write me out. The psychiatrist would clue them in that it was a mental issue.
Thankfully my profs are being great about catching me up though!